Unmastered: On Writing for Myself
by Katherine Angel
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I
am often asked how I wrote Unmastered. Sometimes, I am asked how
I went about getting it published. Mostly, I feel a bit stumped--almost
embarrassed--by these questions, because in truth I don't quite know
how to answer them. But I like trying to answer them, because in
my gropings and squintings back at the years that led up to its
publication, I have started to understand a bit more about how I write.
I spent the best part of a year writing what I thought of as an essay,
and ended up showing it to some agents. When they were emphatic that
these ten pages were the beginning of a book, I was a bit taken aback
because, after some attempts to map out a book, I had given up in
frustration. I sat with my agent in a bar, listening to her say: we
could tweak these ten pages a little, turn them into a proposal, and
try to get you a book contract. As I sipped my drink, I knew that that
was exactly what I did not want to do. I felt a strange, inward turn
take place; a changing of gears. I felt myself place, calmly but
resolutely, a barrier between me and everything else. I turned my back
on everything outside of me and went into a new space of concentrated
quietness.
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Horace and the Ages of Excess
by Harry Eyres
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While
researching Horace and Me, my book on the Roman poet (and a few
other things besides), I was astonished time and again by the uncanny
prescience of this ancient and some might think antiquated poet; by how
pertinent so many of his words remain, two thousand years after they
were written. Perhaps it was something like the experience an
archaeologist has, pushing a spade into long-dormant earth and coming
up with a perfect glittering coin or piece of jewelry: how can this
thing still be shining so bright after so long?
Horace wanted his poems to be useful as well as sweet. He offers not
just beautiful images and rhythms, but a philosophy of living well. It
is a poet's philosophy, that is to say it is thoroughly human, grounded
in experience, not theory, and accepting of inconsistency, of the fact
that the noblest philosophy can be undone by a bad cold.
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