after
reading ‘There Is Never Any End to Paris.’
Thinking of Bill [1920-2009]
Conditions
for writing could not have been more dangerous.
There was
the year you died
and then
another and another year.
Everything
froze over.
Grief was
deep and nothing seemed bound to earth.
Whole
hillsides came down in a rush.
I hardly
wrote at all
but stars
were close and very bright
lucent
through the open window
as though death
were normal and every day
without this
desperation or desire.
There was
wind too and rain
and much
silence being solitary.
And all the
time there were birds.
The trees
full of them, and the garden.
Musicians
in white ties, fiercely fast,
chatting, whistling,
making passes at each other
as though
it were spring and not this depth of winter
with life
almost at standstill.
A worthy winner.
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